break.

i like my loneliness and the thoughts it brings 
the darkness can sometimes be a pleasure to me 
i stand around on the outside of it peering from the edge 
looking for the answers to the questions i’ll never ask 

it’s from this place we’ll find our peace 
and reconcile our bitterness 
we have to 
break
washed away 


it’s from this loneliness and the fear it brings 
that new doors can open up and be a saviour to me 
so i’ll open my mind, open my heart 
it’s the only way to breathe 
it’s the static of the lights, she said 
so don’t panic 
no, don’t panic